Found myself sleeping in a very awkward angle where my whole body laid parallel to the width of my bed. Sometimes I wonder whether am I a person who really doesn't like to stick with conventions and go with the norm. I like things to be different and somewhat unique but not to the extent of standing out for the wrong reasons.
Church was exciting and sought of gave me a deeper understanding of what seeking God really means. Today we really sang quite a number of songs during our worship...something different I guess. I guess just like everyone else I have aspirations, goals, dreams and visions for my future. Always and even till today, I have done things by my own ways and never really did pause for a second and ponder whether what I really want is what God really wants for me. "God speak to me" How? HE is not some mystical figure that phoofs out from out of nowhere... "it is when you least expect it" someone once told me before...it was Miss Marilyn Ang...my secondary four English teacher. A spiritually strong person who lifted up God's name in every decision she made...even when thinking about signing up for a membership to a country club.
Yesterday my mum and...offered to buy me my blue ipod mini at some Big warehouse at Habourfront...erm the warehouse is called Big. Well she asked me to think about it, and even wanted me to consider the 20GB ipod. But...I wanted to buy it on my own. Independent...maybe. But frankly speaking I didn't really have much assurance in this warehouse...and besides, they didn't sell the ipod accessories too... Anyway, she bought an mp3 cum thumbdrive from that bogus-unheard of shop and she has spent hours trying to figure out how to use that electronic thing she bought. I think she is still trying right now...my relentless mother...
Booking in tonight...the same old mundane things again.
