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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Everything is about Leadership

Qualities of Good Christian Leadership

A. Pursue God.

1. Pursue God not Recognition.

2. Pursue God not Self-promotion

3. Pursue God not Status and seeking Favouritism

4. Pursue God not Personal Gain

B. Treasure God's Call

C. Be committed

D. Have Vision

E. Keep our Focus

F. Be Strong and Courageous

G. To stay Humble

1. Humble to Serve

2. Humble to be Transparent

3. Humble to overcome criticism and praises

4. Humble to be forgiving.

5. Humble to press on.

H. Have Integrity

I. Be Kind and Loving

J. Will not be intimidated.

"Go up and down the streets of Jerusalem, look around and consider, search through her squares. If you can find but one person who deals honestly and seeks the truth, I will forgive this city." Jeremiah 5:1

God is searching for individuals i.e. a man to do his work. Are you willing to do so? Are you willing to be a leader for God?




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Saturday, October 29, 2005

I ate a chicken breast meat that was stuffed with rice and coated with a layer of egg and then fried in a pan. I ate my mum's Chicken Wanton well it ain't exactly a wanton but it's the french's answer to the chinese wanton. We ate at BigO at Wheelock place after our dental appointment. There is just something about mums. They never want to disappoint their child when they ask for something...well maybe not too expensive somethings.

My mum has been complaining of an acute pain at the back of her mouth since last week. On inspection by my sister who couldn't but stop poking fun at my mum's teeth and it's condition, my mum decided to visit her/our dentist.

Mine lasted no more than 10 minutes. The dental nurses there are really very sweet and diligent. One of them even sat down and talked to me. Of everything that we talked about, I think I only remembered her telling me that I looked like I was 15 or 16 years only and that I had a very good complexion as compared to her brothers who had already finished their NS.

My mum had to do a filling for a cracked tooth and she actually couldn't bite anything hard after that. She was accommodating when we ate lunch but she didn't eat much. I ate her share at the end of the day.

We went shopping together. Yup, mother-son bonding session. We went to Zara and saw Adrian Pang, much to the delight of my mother. No, my mum ain't an ardent fan of him, but she just couldn't contain her smile when she saw him. We went Espirit as there was a season sale. Bought some clothes from there.

The new food court at Wheelock place is a must-go place. The stalls are designed in a rather unique way and the food there are quite nice. Though small and slightly more expensive than a usual food court at a neighbourhood mall, this one however, is worth your money.

Went home exhausted from all this shopping particularly my back. I been having this problem recently. My spine would ache whenever I walk or stand for too long and sometimes, this pain is excruciating. Coupled with my severe case of sweaty palms could this be a sign that I should seek medical attention...

till later...


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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

I went out with Jon yesterday. We ate at a place called Terra. Apparently, Terra was also the name of the house that I was in when I was still in NJ. I wonder, if I wore my Terra House T-shirt to the restaurant, would I get a discount? Worth a thought. We chatted and talked about a particular someone. I uncovered some interesting things along the way too.

Couldn't get what I wanted at Bugis Junction. However, I saw some nice clothes along the streets of Bugis Market. Feel like buying some stuff especially a new pair of slippers as my sandals broke while I was climbing up a slope a few weeks ago. I think I bought the sandals from BATA. Indeed Buy And Throw Away [BATA]. Any idea which place sells affordable and nice looking slippers? I need suggestions before I plonk straight down to somewhere I don't even know to shop around in December. Suddenly I am drawn towards online shopping. Anyhow, I hope I can have some company when I go shop for my stuff.

I am clearing 3 out of my 9 days of leave this month as requested (nicely-put isn't it) by my sergeant. Tomorrow, I will be attached out to SCME with Leslie, Raymond and the others. I cannot wait. However, the thought of having to return to camp tomorrow night to pack my duffel bag for Wallaby 2005 for kit-bag inspection on Friday and to shift my bed, my metal cupboard and my wooden cupboard to the third floor just makes me feel like pulling the hair out of the person who initiated this move. At least, my bag is packed. But, it is heavy.

I weighed myself today and found that I have lost weight. This is disturbing news. I cannot lose anymore weight. I am already underweight. That's it! I need to do something about it. Plus my IPPT is next week and I have not done much for it. I hope to at least obtain a pass for my IPPT. I am somewhat confident though.

Well...till later I guess...


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Monday, October 17, 2005

I woke up this morning with a sharp and acute pain in my stomach. It felt like gastric pains to me but I could not put my finger to it. I woke up at 7.45am and slept some more after rubbing some medication. I finally woke up at 9.45am.

I have been having very weird dreams recently.
The first one was awesomely strange. I could vividly hear a hymn being played and sung in the background of what seemed like a church and I knew the people around me. They were people I brought to church or vice versa and we were having a great time. I could see the faces of jubilee and laughter. The smiles were indeed inviting.

The second one I think would be more on the weird side. I dreamt that I was still back in JC, preparing for my 'A' Levels and working through the night just like every other night. I saw my FM teacher, his distinct mannerism and I think I also heard his voice in some sense. I woke up in a dazed, wondering whether I really had my 'A's the next day. Talk about a very late post- 'A' Level trauma.

The week has indeed been a very busy one. There were indeed moments where I threw all my frustrations on others and took others for granted. I am one person whom when irritated when doing something urgent and important, would just snap at the next person who passes by. I lost it at one particular person. His words to me were 'if you are not going to talk it out, I find it hard to communicate with you.'

To Jim... my frustrations to you is simply the fact that I am just a dinner mate to fill up the empty void in which your usual commitments cannot. I am just a secondary consideration to help you pass time. There ain't genuine sincerity in you towards me. I am taking a step back, really I am.

Preparing for my unit's 5th Anniversary cum Cohesion Day was exhausting. It was mentally exhausting actually. Listening to 50 odd people telling me what they preferred, what time they wanted to end the event, what they hoped to do... I felt like a living sponge that had to soak up all these nonsense. My committee less Leslie was no better. Leslie was not around because he was attached out with engineers. Fortunate soul I must definitely say. Had to plan for the amount of food, the games to play, the type of cake to order, the beverage and the lodging. From Sentosa, I moved it to East Coast Park and finally Downtown East simply because one of my bosses had a friend who could get a good deal for us if we were to hold our activities there.

Ultimate Frisbee ain't a game to be looked down upon. It is a combination of agility, speed and technique. It also speaks of teamwork and camaraderie. Although there was one particular portion of time where the weather did appear menacing, somehow, I still persisted on with the game. It worked wonders.

The rain which everyone prayed would pour and dampen our spirits did not come until the end when I finally left Downtown East. I called Jim, but his battery was low apparently from playing games the whole day on his phone. Never mind. Didn't feel he was ever interested anyway.

Yet, things today are somewhat different. I will leave it to time to reveal all answers.

---till later---Am on leave till Wednesday then stay out till Friday because I will be attached out to where Leslie is. A great week isn't it?---


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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Message: ... when you are alone God gave you a cute friend...good morning

What am I to you?
A friend, more than a friend or am I something else.
I am your cute friend.
Thanks for your answer...my dear cute friend.

I am very tired. Not physically tired but just tired of the mundane and trite things I need to do for people without any signs of appreciation shown towards me for what I have done for them.

I need a quiet time...to sort some things out. If I appear a little aloof or distant these days...well... that's because I ain't really myself these days... just give me some time... It always must happen during this period of time...

till later...




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