Sunday, March 05, 2006
What did the whale say to the fish?
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Last week, Wednesday to be more specific, I woke up to find myself in tears. I can vaguely remember what I was dreaming about. All I can remember was that I had this strange morbid feeling that I was totally all alone and no one, not even a single soul loves me at all. It was as though I have been devoid from all emotional attachment to the people who were once close to me. It was a very frightening dream. Too creepy in fact.
Waking up at 4.30am to wipe my tears away that were still streaming down my face isn't an everyday thing. Right?
Ironically, as much as I tried to push that dream far far away to the back of my head, it still found its way back to my head. I just cannot seem to be able to put my finger to it. But what I do know, is that ever since that night, I have been left with a recurring headache.
There is something lacking inside my heart and I think it is a sense of emptiness and longing. Perhaps it is. Perhaps not.
---till later----
posted at 09:49