I am rather easily irked by people recently. Apparently, my threshold towards the taunting and irritation by others ain't exactly that high. I am having rather odd mood swings and it ain't healthy actually. What is happening to me? Where is that cool-headed personality and rational mind? What is happening to me?
Perhaps I need to be alone for a little while to sort my thoughts out and just be away from nay-sayers. Perhaps I need to distant myself from clicks and groups that so exist only for personal exoneration. I like things less complicated with no strings attached and hidden innuendos. While some call it sophistication, yet I call it a facade. Perhaps that's me.
I should look at things in a different perspective yet why should I be compelled to compromise my stand on issues which I don't see the need to. Why can't others learn that they too exist in this world with others and they should also learn to compromise too. It is just not them living in this ego-system also. Animals barbaric to the core.
Chill. Wonder who would actually say that to me? Ain't life paradoxical enough? Why make it less embracing and inviting when that power to decide lies in your very own hands? The choice lies in my hands I guess. Yet, explain why I saw the characters from Monsters Inc. doing the YMCA dance while I was in lala land? Is there actually coherence in what I am saying? Who cares? I suddenly feel a little like Jacintha from Singapore Idol. Whimsical. In a word, odd.
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